Again

Amhaud Arbery

How do I say his name without saying my own / my own sad name / my own targeted name / my son's / my niece's / what poem / for what / what facts / video / I can't watch the clip / or read the story / yet / yet / my nephew / brother / cousin / neighbor / sister / because Alabama / because trees / because Ferguson / New York / Los Angeles/ because how long / too long / because Jamestown / because Mississippi Goddamn / because not guilty / because any city USA / because a Black man I dated carried a gun in his backpack to work / like just going to work is dangerous / like driving down the street can get a Black man killed / like jogging down a road is a bad idea / because anythinging while Black / because Skittles / because I / Can't / Breathe / because we call on Spirits now / Spirits we can't call back / now / because / because / this / smoke / you / been / called