New

Because I get these moments when I know I'm going to stay
I never stay
The thought of stay is unnerving
Building this something with someone else
With you

What happens when I get afraid
I get afraid
When I get tired
Bored
Itchy
Hungry for run

What happens on the full moon
Mercury retrograde
When there is no wine
Or no thing to say

I am too old for this to be so new

I admit I am one day at a timing it
Until cement comes under my feet
Until the possibility is more than possibility

Luckily I am not caught up in swoon
Or sex
Not lust
Or lack

Just this thing
That could maybe
Be