Me: I don't have money to get a haircut.
Mom: Oh, knew it was something.
I'm glad that she knows that this is a lot of hair for me.
Black ass poems. Black ass stories. Black ass art. Black ass life. Black ass love. Black ass hate. Black ass parenting. Black ass depression. Black ass mania. And other stuff too.
Thursday, October 18, 2018
Holding on
My body is freaking out a little bit with all this change coming my way but my spirit is like, nah, we good.
Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Gratitude
I give thanks for life today. For a beautiful day. For Uraeus and friends and family. For my mother. I give thanks for a hug from my niece. For peace in my head. I give thanks for trusting. For a space to get the words out of my head. For love. For work. For my client and her family. For work scheduled again tonight. For ease.
V. No labs. Tired.
Wednesday, October 17, 2018 1:47am Los Angeles. Home.
Home talking to V and she is picking out the bookcases of mine that she wants. We are talking about life and more life. I'm tired. I worked with my client tonight. She's not doing well. Not talking. Not eating. Barely grunting. She's seems to be fading away. Sending her and her family my love and prayers. There is change, change, change all around me. It's a wonder I'm not freaking out right now but I'm not. I'm just not. There is a part of me that is almost excited to see where this change is leading me to.
I didn't make it to the mental health center to get my labs done. I was too tired this morning. My appointment with my doctor is not until the 26th and they take labs every Tuesday and Thursday so I'll go on Thursday (hopefully).
I'm tired right now and need to hit the sack. I hope you're well.
Love yourselves.
Home talking to V and she is picking out the bookcases of mine that she wants. We are talking about life and more life. I'm tired. I worked with my client tonight. She's not doing well. Not talking. Not eating. Barely grunting. She's seems to be fading away. Sending her and her family my love and prayers. There is change, change, change all around me. It's a wonder I'm not freaking out right now but I'm not. I'm just not. There is a part of me that is almost excited to see where this change is leading me to.
I didn't make it to the mental health center to get my labs done. I was too tired this morning. My appointment with my doctor is not until the 26th and they take labs every Tuesday and Thursday so I'll go on Thursday (hopefully).
I'm tired right now and need to hit the sack. I hope you're well.
Love yourselves.
Tuesday, October 16, 2018
Gratitude
I give thanks for this day. For safety. For my son, friends and family. I give thanks for food and shelter. For love and peace and ease in my head. I give thanks for CLI. For Hiram and Penelope. For hanging out with friends after class. I give thanks for every dollar in my possession. For being able to trust God's process. For not being afraid right now. I give thanks for abundance. For respect. For art and poetry and stories and creativity. I give thanks that Uraeus is safe and home. I am thankful for my meds. For the mental health center. For my doctors. For this quiet right now.
Art for sale
I keep meaning to post the art I have for sale on here but I keep forgetting. Not really forgetting but not feeling like it. I have a lot. Maybe I'll do it on the Friday when I'm not working. Maybe. If you wanna see it sooner go to my Facebook and Instagram pages (if we're friends like that).
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