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i wasn't feeling ok yesterday / not the day before either / i kept wishing i had someone to talk to / but then i know that's not what i was wishing for / because i have plenty of people i trust who i can open up with / what i wanted / what i want / is someone to take it all away / all of it / someone to make my friend better / to make this roller coaster stop / to make the thoughts stop / to make sleep come / to make the days stop coming so fast / one after the next / before i can catch my breath / but there is no someone like that / no pill / no drink / no smoke / there is me / you know / figuring shit out in the raw of morning / there is me / and my prayers / and a god living inside of me / who doesn't always speak back / and what do i do with that / you know / do you / know / there is me / and this weight / on my chest / my head / come / soon / day