Happy

When Uraeus laughs
Summer
Paid rent
My new red car

My doctor said
Last time I saw you you were happy
I said
I have happy hours not days
He said maybe we should go up on your lithium and you will be back to your old self
I said
My old self was sad too

Candles
Myrrh
Sage
A clean house
A root beer float

I said
I'm taking too many slipping pills
He said
Don't do that
But he sounded more like a stern father
Than a doctor

Long drives and loud hip hop
Grilled cheese
Merlot

He said
Do you have a plan
I said
Yes

The hot tub at The Grand Spa on 6th and Vermont