Happy

I could not explain to my doctor that it is impossible for my pills to work when Kashala Francis is dead / because she and I are only black girls left to his Google / he suggested I try six sessions of ECT to snap out of this sad / electric shock therapy / except in his words it's better than the old days and not like the movies / he said / your whole body won't shake it will only zap your brain / like I don't need all of my brain / like this black woman could present as stupid anywhere