Ain't I a Godly woman

He said he only dated happy women / and me and my suicidal thoughts get in the way and what would he do anyway and what would that say about him with a woman who didn't believe in God / I said I  very much believe in God / then why are you overweight / why can't you submit to a man / what would a Godly woman be depressed about / I said a depressed, overweight, Godly woman like myself has her reasons and Godly men like you are a part of them