Home. So glad.

7:35pm. Home. I'm so glad to be home. Today was long. I was going to go to the Stage tonight but was way to spent physically and emotionally. When I left my client's place in Midtown at 2:30 I came down to Inglewood to take Uraeus to work. I came back home because I forgot my phone charger and my battery was low. I stopped by Ross before coming home to get a cup holder instrument to hold my phone. I'm gonna start driving for Lyft and I can't hold my phone. Don't ask me when the fuck I will have time to drive but that's the plan. I'm knocking out some shit on my credit and I need the extra cash. Ross didn't have what I needed but hopefully I'll find one tomorrow. I was too tired to go to the Stage so I came home. Picked up some food and sat in the car for a minute when I got a call from Deon. His girlfriend wanted to talk to me. She said she had been thinking about me. It was good to hear from her. I'm glad she and Deon have each other. She told me that the moon has been on some superpower shit the past few days and energy has been wild. I needed to hear that. So maybe it wasn't me just being panicky last night. Maybe it was some external energy also. Oh, I talked to a friend today while I was at work. The conversation was very short. She had a question and I answered. We went on for just a minute longer. I told her I had been feeling wonky emotionally. Been really angry and teary. Told her I was thinking about going back on my meds. She said my feelings were "normal." I know she didn't mean to but I felt brushed off. I felt like I felt most of my life when I would try to explain my emotional feelings. I'm going to try to get a nap in. I pick Uraeus up from work in a few hours. I love y'all. I really do.