Lesson. God's will. The moment.

Sometimes I go to bed with what I need on my mind and it does no good. I still need it when I wake up. I pray and I still need what I need. I let myself believe that this is God's will for my life, constantly needing things to live. But I don't think so. Maybe the lesson, or God's will is that I learn to live in the moment and appreciate that. I'll try it.